Vicky,
I owe you
more than just this apology.
I let my insecurities get the better of me. I jumped to the worst possible conclusion and treated my fear as though it were a fact.
That wasn’t fair to you.
You shouldn’t have to defend yourself against assumptions I’ve created in my own head. I should have communicated how I was feeling instead of accusing you.
I’m sorry for making you feel mistrusted and for hurting you.
I never want you to feel like you constantly have to prove your loyalty to me. I want you to feel loved, trusted, respected and comfortable being yourself.
I know an apology wont’t automatically fix things. I also know that making this doesn’t undo what happened.
But I want you to know that I recognise where I went wrong, and I genuinely want to work on myself and become better.
You mean so much to me.
I’m sorry.
There’s just one more thing…